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| Tuesday, January 11th, 2005 | | 2:11 am |
Moving on
What…. it has only been since August I last posted :P I have really moved on with my life since then. Yup…I have not seen the ex (the main root of all bad in my life) for 5 months now. What an incredible positive change that has been. Pretty much 90% of my life now is different. Different in a good way :D Here’s to new beginnings! Hoorah! Here is what I am going to do. I am creating an new account as a way to get the old junk further out of my life. I don’t want all that old negative junk to taint my journal. So my new journal ID is Ssunbeamm_ It is the same as this only with the added underscore. Add me if you like, but in no way feel obligated. You can forever remove the Ssunbeamm ID from your friends list. I am only keeping it alive as proof of the past when I need it. So, that being said I hope to see you all in my brand new LJ! | | Friday, August 13th, 2004 | | 2:20 pm |
Hurricane to hit in a couple of hours
Everyone please send lots of positive thoughts my way. Sarasota is going to get a direct hit with hurricane charley. We are right now in the calm before the storm. It is extremely nerve racking. I have remained fairly calm until about minutes ago when we saw on the news that hurricane Charley went from a category 2 hurricane to a category 4 in 30 minutes time. That means sustained winds of 145mph with gusts of wind quite a bit higher. Man I wish I was still on my Belgium vacation right now! (By the way Frieda/Firefrie is the coolest ;) We had a mandatory evacuation of my neighborhood since I am about 2 blocks from the bay water. I am pretty sure my old windows are not going to hold up through the storm. I have doubts about the roof as well. That is not even mentioning the old oak tree with huge limbs that hang over half of the house. We have had so much rain recently that the rivers are all high and the ground is saturated with water. This means all the water pushed in from the ocean and that is rained down has no place to go. I am fairly sure my house is going to get flooded. A couple of months back just a good rain send a little water into my living room. I hate to sound so negative, but with all those factors I don't expect to have much left after this. I am over at Jeffs 3rd floor apartment right now. So flooding is not a problem here. I just hope that the roof holds (since we are on the top floor) and the windows don't get broken in. I have a setup of supplies for us in the bathroom where we will hide out during the storm. The cats are here of course....and my computer :P I would never leave them behind. We have just a short time before this all hits...so please just be sending good thoughts my way. Not knowing how bad it is going to be and how well this building I am in is going to hold up has left me very scared. Power will probably be out for several days....so I will update you when I can. I have no idea what things are going to be like in a few hours time. Cross your fingers...send positive thoughts...hop on one leg....whatever you need to do to send some good my way :| Take care ((hugs)) Jamie Current Mood:  scared | | Sunday, June 27th, 2004 | | 10:53 am |
Strange stuff happening
The past month I have been so tired. I mean REAL tired. More tired than I have ever been. After about 12:00 noon I am no good any more. So tired I don't feel like getting up and doing anything at all. I ended up taking off a couple of days of work even because I was so tired. Also I have been extremely hungry despite the fact I have been eating more than usual. I have always been a high energy person...the only time I could ever sleep in the middle of the day is when I had a cold. But for example yesterday I fell asleep at 3:00pm in the afternoon and didn't wake up until 7:45pm. Plus with all my hunger I just sit there and eat all day. Makes for a crappy weekend. I have lost a few pounds, but that is just because I have been too tired to make it to the gym very much and I have lost some of the muscle I gained (muscle weighs more than fat) My hair has also been falling out. I mean way more than normal. Thursday I actually noticed my hair has thin spots. Ok...this is freaking me out now!!!!!! Friday I went to the doctor. He says "Well you look healthy and fit" (I know, actually I have people tell me I look better than I ever have), You eat very well and have a good exercise plan" (yep, right now I am physically stonger than I have ever been)) "So maybe your just depressed since your separation from your husband" (Um...no, things WERE stressful and negative, but now things are quite well) So the guy gives me these 2 tests to see if I am depressed. Surprise, surprise, I am not depressed. The tests are well within normal range.(Insert "I told you so" here). He says "Well you look healthy and you live healty...whats wrong with you?" No shit doctor, that is why I came here asking for a blood test! So next week I will go get some blood tests to check my thyroid, sugar levels, cholesterol, electrolyte levels, red blood cell count, and white blood cell count. I just hope they find something so I can fix it and have my energy back and my hair won't get any thinner. The worst part is just not knowing what the hell is going on. My guess is I am anemic. I take in enough iron and all the rest of the good nutrients your body needs...but some people just don't process all the nutirents right. Your body ends up being deprived of nutrients. (maybe this is why I have been so hungry even though I have pigged out on totally healthy foods) Or maybe this is just a delayed reaction to all the stress I was having. I don't know how much truth this has to it, but I have heard that your body can sometimes take a month or two to actually respond to major stress in your life. I guess if my blood tests come out good I will assume this is the case. *shrugs* | | Saturday, June 12th, 2004 | | 6:37 pm |
its all good
Heidi - ho fellow live journalers :P Well things are looking up for me....no more loads of depressing crap in my life. So, now that I can chat more light heartedly, I might actually get around to posting more often. Today I just finished up voting for the MLP Art Awards. There were a ton of awesome entries. I had to look over things several times before making a decision. Took me all day to finish it. Ah well a saturday well spent! The awards made me realize I really need to draw some new pony pics. My examples are all so old and not to the best of my abilities. Yep, I think I'll do some sketching this weekend. Got a tune up on my bike and rode it for the first time in ages yesterday. It is a specialized FSR that I used to off road with all the time. Here in Florida there is just no place to do that. It is all sand everywhere! Yesterday I worked very close to the house, so I was able to bike to work. Pretty awesome! Recently I have got a ticket to Begium! Frieda/Firefrie will be my personal guide for a full week :P To say I am really looking forward to it is a huge understatement! Last week I got the Belgium guidebook that Frieda sent with all her personal notes on good places to visit inside. There is so much cool stuff to do I am having a hard time picking just a few things. I hope to visit Becky/Nefermoon this fall for a shorter trip and maybe drive swing on over to New York in the process. Becky...I so need to call you! You know me and phones...hate the darn things. I'll talk to you soon though! So yep...been on my own now for nearly 2 months. I go do things on a whim, do whatever the hell I want. It feels...liberating. I never realized before how much freedom I had lost over the past year or so. Woo! But stress levels are down, my confidence is slowly rising, and I am attempting to be somewhat more social and really get out and do things/make friends. LOL however my idea of being social is going out to a social place and not talking to anyone :P *shrugs* I try. Lots more new and happy things are going on in my life...I'll update the rest in small amounts later. Hugs to all! I hope to catch up with everyone! | | Monday, March 15th, 2004 | | 9:31 pm |
It happened...
You all are not going to believe it, I still don't. Last night Jeff and I decided to separate. We want different things in life. This is the root of all of our many problems. It is almost impossible to work things out when you are not working toward the same things. We are both really crushed, scared, sad, the list of horrible feelings goes on. It is harder than you can even imagine. In the long run we both know it will best for our happiness. Strangely once we decided this, we got along better and felt closer than we have in a long time. We are tired of being mean, hateful and cold to each other. After all we do still care for one another. It is ending as pleasant as things like this can end. We will still be there for one another as friends, and hang out and go to movies once and a while. This was really the idea of ending the couple relationship now. Things were going down such a nasty path. We were afraid if we kept on down the path that we would have so much resentment and anger for one another that we could not even be friends. Now at least we will be friends. That means a lot to at least have that much. Jeff will be moving out in April whenever he finds a new place. He did not want to keep this place, but I did. I like that I have a back yard and porch and all. I will most likely get a roommate even though I really don't want to. Expenses and all even when shaved to a bare minimum are pretty high. I have to admit I do feel a big weight off my shoulders. I feel I have control of my future and what I want to do with it. Life has been on hold for such a long time while our problems were brewing. So I am looking at this in as positive as possible. It really is a new beginning for the both of us. It is scary, sad and exciting all in one. In the next few weeks or so I am really going to focus on getting my life back together and moving forward. You all will definitely hear from me a lot more now as I catch up with e-mail, LJ and everyone I have been ignoring. xoxoxo | | Saturday, March 6th, 2004 | | 1:33 pm |
Remember me?
*Waves* Hello from your old pal Sunbeam :) Around mid September some of you may have noticed I dropped off the face of the planet. I have ignored e-mails, not posted in LJ or at my usual message boards, I haven’t been calling anyone. The only people I have associated with in the past few months are my immediate family and those I work with. Some of you may remember on my last posts Jeff and I were having lots of problems. He started threatening divorce and all because I was working on my artwork (which I was getting paid to do) instead of going out for a 9-5 job. What he calls a “real job”. Well everyone I kept talking to was giving me the advice to “just get through this Jamie, you have to work at your relationship and marriage”. So that is what I attempted to do was seriously work at it. I turned my back to everything else and focused on Jeff and I 100%. In turn I know I have seemed snobby and offish to my friends that have stuck by me through a lot in the past. Well I am handing out big hugs right now that I have missed you all so much and I absolutely hate that I blew you all off for so long. I wish I would have never blown everyone off. ((hugs)) I have been a shitty friend. How is my relationship with Jeff? Worse than ever. He no longer throws raging tantrums. That is only because I have not been working on my artwork (my personal projects or paid projects). Instead I have been going out 5 days a week to my faux finishing job and coming home in the afternoon to have “Jeff time” which is sitting in front of the TV wasting my time away watching the same old reruns with him. About a week and a half ago I became fed up that things are only calm in our relationship when I am living a totally uninspired life of shunning myself from everyone I care about and all the things I love to do. I mean I am literally on the edge of a breakdown. the smallest thing around the house sets me off in such an uncontrollable feeling of every emotion all wrapped up in one. I have to throw things and shout at the top of my voice (neither of which has EVER been the way I handle things) I hate just.........existing and nothing more. I am sorry Jeff has no goals and could care less if he sat on the couch, in this exact rent house, in a town he really doesn’t care much for, for the rest of his life. I have hopes and goals and dreams and a desire to live life to its fullest. Ignoring this just to make him calm is sucking the life out of me and making me the one that throws the tantrums. I realize there is a bit of compromise in every relationship......but it has been very one sided here. At what point is this going to get better? Even when things are calm with us they are not happy. This is only a small amount of all our issues.....I will spare you and not ramble on forever with the rest of everything. I need a vacation really, really, really bad..or else I might just seriously flip out. I could also use some really good friends right now to hang out with and have some fun with. Fun is something I have not had in a very long time. *sigh* So if anyone would like to be my tour guide for a couple of days I would love to visit. Seriously, right now anywhere but here would be awesome. As of today I am starting up all my artwork, catching up on all my email since Sept, and I am going to get back in touch with all my friends. Yes I kept every e-mail since last Sept and I plan on responding to them all. So here I go...slowly getting back into my groove. Current Mood:  listless | | Saturday, September 20th, 2003 | | 11:20 am |
Miss me? :P No I did not fall off the face of the earth. I have just been getting my real life in order. My new job is going great. I work 3 days a week for 8 hours at a time. This gives me plenty of time to still work on the childrens book stuff. The husband and wife team I work for are totally cool. All the others I work with are also Ringling graduates with varying degrees. It is so good to be around all the other artists. I could not ask for a better group of people to work with. I have learned so much so far, and I am starting to now be left alone to work on projects. So apparently now they trust I am a hard worker and will put out a good product with little to no supervision. Next week I will officially be doing my first project all alone. I'll tell more about that later ;) Hey, all the great artists of the renaissance did this kind of work. Plus I have got to go inside and see many multi million dollar homes. So every time I tell someone where I am working and the sneer at me because it is not related to my computer animation degree...I just smile. I am very happy and that is all that matters. Poo on the stuck up terds that are looking down their nose at me. I have also joined the one and only gym in town last week. I was hesitant to join for so long because it is not exactly close....but I have done all I can do with free weights at home and I am ready advance further. It is a big gym and a bit nerve racking to work out in front of so many people. So I figure it is a good workout for trying to get rid of my shyness too :P This place has every thing though. Loads of weights, cardio, group classes, a pool, hot tub, sauna, steam room and lots of muscular men that make for good eye candy :P. I am having a good time with it all! 3 weeks ago I went jeans shopping (before I had even joined the gym). I did't actually realize I had lost weight, but my usual jean size did not fit. I had to go a size smaller and even they were a bit loose. That was a nice surprise. Not that I was incredibly overweight or anything. I just had a few pounds of flab that needed to come off and some muscle that needed to some out more in certain areas. Since I have been lifting weights I have rapidly been losing flab and gaining nice lean muscle. Hooray! I got compliments on my figure from a lady at wal mart last week. This week this old guy at work that had not seen me in about 2 weeks said "You are going to have to do something about yourself young lady. You are letting yourself go. You are getting fat. You need to shape up or ship out." this in translation means: "Wow, you have lost some weight and it looks really good." :P Needless to say I am feeling very good about myself at the moment. I am not used to compliments like this. Anyway, sorry to brag on myself so much but I felt pretty low about myself for quite a while and right now I am in process of rebuilding my independence and confidence I had long time ago. It feels awesome! Current Music: How Soon is Now" The Smiths | | Thursday, August 28th, 2003 | | 12:45 pm |
MLP Commercial!
I just saw a My Little Pony Commercial on TV! Cartoon Network around 12:45 in the afternoon. The ponies were moved around by little girls and some of it was computer animated. And yes, the MLP song is the same as it was in the 80's :D I have my computer set up so that if it plays again I will record it. !!!!! | | 10:40 am |
Focus
I need to focus....on what? Lots of things. My illustrations for the children's books, working out a livable schedule with my new job, getting back in shape after sitting a lot at school, working on my relationship with Jeff. Overall my life needs some focus. I am not running off never to be seen again...or selling my collection or anything that drastic. I am just focusing on some really life things that need my attention. I wont be hanging around on LJ much. That is really nothing new. I have been quiet for a while now. I'm just now announcing it officially. I will post about once or twice a week and will read everyones journals. I just wont be posting directly to your journals much. I found I spend a lot of time doing that and avoiding other things I should be doing. So I will still be looking at your artwork, fan fiction, photos and reading about you all. I'm just going to be more quiet about it. Please don't think that I am ignoring you or that I don't want to be your friend any longer. It is quite the opposite. Once I have figured some things out and gotten some things accomplished, I will be happier. This way when I start hanging around more I will be much more fun/happy and not so damn grumpy. I have been in a real pissy mood recently and I don't like it. It must go! :P *waves* So I am still here...you just won't hear me for a while :) Shhhhh!!! Take care everyone. Current Mood:  accomplished | | Tuesday, August 26th, 2003 | | 10:58 am |
| | Friday, August 22nd, 2003 | | 10:20 am |
the 30,000,000 house
Next Friday I start a part time job at Architectural Painting and Renovation. Get this...I will be doing decorative painting and sculpting for Burt Reynolds $30,000,000 home. I am not a huge Burt Reynolds fan, but I am totally excited to see the house! 30 million? Wow! My imagination is running wild with what it will look like. I have been told one of the bathrooms alone has $150,000 of marble in it. All the houses I have ever lived in cost less than half of that! It is a husband and wife team that own this business. The husband does custom woodwork and the wife does the design work. They do lots of high dollar houses and are even in the works of getting a contract to work on the Ringling Ca d zaan (Ringling Mansion) http://www.ringling.org/pages/cadazan_frame.html and the Ringling Art Museum http://www.ringling.org/pages/a_main_frame.htmlThey are so nice and are totally going to let me have whatever hours I want. So although they would be most happy with hiring me full time, they understand that I want to be part time so that I can spend plenty of time on the childrens book paintings I have been doing. So they are going to let me work as many hours as I want. I also get to decide if I want to work less days with more hours, or more days with fewer hours in the day. I have never worked somewhere where I got to choose my hours like this...It is nice! This will give me a chance to make some extra money (to pay off my whopping $35,000 student loans come November), learn some new things to put in my portfolio, and socialize with some people other than Jeff. Jeff and I are having rocky times (obviously). Since school ended and everyone I knew moved away, I have only had him to socialize with. With only this negative interaction I have felt quite down for quite some time now. I am looking forward to making new friends and getting out of the house a bit. I feel was on my way to becoming a recluse. Plus this will MAKE me get my butt out of bed earlier! I have got horrible patterns of geting up late and not doing anything productive until 2 or 3 in the afternoon. That time of day is about the time I should be getting back from this job...so really all I did was take my lazy time away. All things considered, I am excited in many ways. Current Mood:  excitedCurrent Music: Nu shooz - I can't wait | | Thursday, August 21st, 2003 | | 10:55 am |
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| Living iPods (FOXFAM, 2:30): Ssunbeamm (George Carlin) cleans spoosh (Peter Sellers)'s apartment and ruins the t-shirt. Nearby, nefermoon (Gary Coleman) misinterprets an email from wingys (Molly Shannon) and tries to get into an empty warehouse for free. On the other side of town, aquarel1 (Renee Zellweger) and snowflakeangel0 (Rip Torn) try out for a volleyball team. Also, babyglory2000 (Bob Hoskins) hires creepykittie (Gates McFadden) to perform pantomime at a deserted mansion. Then, glitzy88 (Reese Witherspoon)'s new shirt bleeds in the wash and stains all of daydreamer23 (Katharine Hepburn)'s underwear pink. (Season finale.) | | What's Your LiveJournal Sitcom? (by rfreebern) |
:D I am a but offended George Carlin plays me! Ha! | | Monday, August 18th, 2003 | | 9:42 am |
Saturday night ultimatum
Jeff spit out an ultimatum at me Saturday night after dinner. I must have a "real job" by the end of the week of he will kick me out of the house and we will be separated. My freelance artwork (that I work on full time and get paid for) is not a "real job". Oh no...I'm not kidding. Those were his exact words. The part that really bothers me is that these were not mean words that stormed out in haste becasue of anger. This was a premeditated speach. It really bothers me he can sit there and think about us not being married anymore and that it does not seem to upset him one bit. Not only was it bad what he said...but also how he said it. We were in a restaraunt surrounded by other people. He talked very loud cussing, banging the table and pointing in my face the whole time for an hour and a half. I am surprised we were not kicked out. It was hurtful, humiliating, and a definite eye opener. My ability to do art I feel is a great gift. I swear Jeff sees it as a cancer that needs to be cut out before it spreads. It is a little late to cut it out now.....I refuse to stop following my dreams! To cut it out of me you would have to cut out my heart. So help me, I must always have my artwork or anything else done by the time he gets home in the afternoon because don't you know that is "Jeff time". I have to stop whatever I am doing and come watch the same TV reruns with him as he drinks his beer and burps the rest of the evening. It was also revealed to me that if I had in the past or did in the future get that job with hasbro in Rhode Island, that he would not come with me. Why? Well according to him the north east part of the US is the most dreadful part of the country. There are too many Democrats there. Wow, is that not interesting to know he would divorce me just so he would not have to live near Democrats. What is this you may ask? Jeff is acting like a bigot and a jerk? Oh yeah. He does. No one suspects he is this way though. He is so happy go lucky around everyone else. So helpful, happy and friendly. Such a nice guy to people he does not even like. Then we come home and I get all the leftover crap. The anger, the bad mood, the bigot comments. The good side is what I used to get, now I get the bad. Hmmm...shouldn't your wife be number one? Not all those other people? Saturday night I did start looking for a job. Not that I was caving in to his demands, more like looking for some more money so I can get the hell ot of here. He gets annoyed I am not in the living room with him. I tell him I am looking for a job and he gets irritated that I am not in the same room with him sitting by his side kissing his ass. Then he starts getting all nice like nothing happened. He apparently expects me just to get out of the foul mood in the blink of an eye too. Not going to happen. I don't have his multiple personalities, I can not snap out of something that major in an instant as he can. Sunday I am still in an extremely foul mood feeling very distant and uncaring toward him. He was practically frolicking around as is nothing had happened. I think it was starting to dawn on him that I don't plan on staying with him after what was said. So at the end of the day he wants to have a "positive talk". Funny how the positive talk laster about 10 minutes in comparison to the bad talk that lasted an hour and a half. Mostly this was about that he had been thinking, and he realizes what I have been trying to do to progress with my art. So now suddenly after he has been resenting what I have been doing for months...he now understands. *rolls eyes* Whatever. Oh and now the ultimatum is not still there. What Jeff? You mean you realize I am not cowering under this demand and that I will acutally leave you? I see. So now I do not have to have a full time job by the end of the week. What is to come of all this? Only time will tell. I am tired of taking this crap though. I do not deserve it. I have dumped other guys for way, way, WAY less than this. But I guess things are deeper now. Once you are married you are supposed to work things out and not run at the first fight right? Difference is, although we have only been married since November, we have been living together for over 4 years. This by far is not our first major fight. We argue and not one thing gets resolved or accomplished. We have the same arguments later. So by now all those unsolved issues have built up and we have really big fights now. Although he did apoligize for Saturday night, he can not erase the bad memory that unfortunately will leave a huge scar in my memory forever. I am sure come the end of this week his nice personality will have once again faded and all the arguments and bad moods will return to the usual. This means every little thing I do annoys him, and makes him angry. It is supposed to be the little things in life that matter and make it worth living. All my little things annoy and anger him. I really can not see living like this the rest of my life. I have serious doubts as to how much longer we will last. Current Mood:  enraged | | Saturday, August 16th, 2003 | | 5:44 pm |
Love Bites!
Jeff worked early this morning. I guess since then he has been hanging out with a friend or something. I don't know. Personally I don't care. It is the only time around here I can have any sanity. things with us have not been well for a very long time. When as the last time we really laughed together? Shared a passionate kiss? Or even not argued within the hour? It has been so long I can't remember. He called me around 1:30 to say we should go out and have dinner. He was acting really strange and he never suggests that we go out and have dinner. It is about 5:45 and he still is not home. Aren't we going to dinner? He will need to wash up and change clothes and it is a long drive from his friends house. I just called him when he is coming home and he was still being strange. He was very short with his words. He seemed like I was asking so much when I asked if he would start heading home now so we can go. I would like to think things will be ok, but they have not been ok for a very long time. Why would tonight be any different? ????? Current Mood:  contemplative | | Friday, August 15th, 2003 | | 9:34 am |
Working my buns off
With the 10-16 hour days I had to spend sitting still in front of the computer for school I had become really flabby, squishy, mushy...whatever you want to call it. For he past 2 months I have been exercising my little buns off...literally! There are no gyms anywhere near hear so I have been doing the best I can to strength train with free weights. With my clothes on I don't look too much different, but trust me, things are now firm instead of jiggly! Woo! :) And what do you know? My butt and stomach DO have muscle! (I was beginning to wonder) Yup, when I wear a bathing suit now you can see muscle definition!!! I still have a ways to go before I am completely happy. I would say about 2 more months maybe to finish transforming most of my flab. :P It is amazing what you can actually accomplish once you get off your butt and exercise. Current Mood: accomplishedCurrent Music: The Smiths - "How Soon is Now" | | Wednesday, August 13th, 2003 | | 4:54 pm |
MSN Messenger
Apparently some people are having problems adding me as Sunbeam_MLP I fall else fails, search for me by my e-mail: jamietomlinson@hotmail.com or send me an e-mail and I will add you first. Glitzy...I know you told me your msn name a while back but I forgot what it was and there are 18 pages worth of Glitzy's when I try to find you :P Current Mood: lethargic | | 3:34 pm |
For those of you living outside the US that would like to get some of the MLP mail orders, I would be happy to be the "middle man" and get them for you. Just let me know My e-mail: jamietomlinson@hotmail.com | | 3:09 pm |
Wiggles :(
My Hamster Wiggles died yesterday afternoon. Poor little guy has been looking and feeling pathetic for quite a while now. I am relieved he is not laying around sick anymore. Talk about a fighter! Over all I have had 7 hamsters. Wiggles has been on of two hamsters that has been extra special to me. Of all my hamsters he was the most intelligent, fearless, playful and light hearted. His personality was so charismatic. He was very special to me and I really miss him. I put together some pictures from last fall and winter when he was still his healthy, handsome little self: http://ffcexamples.homestead.com/wiggles.htmlWiggles brother Speck is the solitary surviver of the crew. He now has a the entire large cage to rattle around in by himself. I hope he does not get lonely. The hamsters all played so well together. I'll have to let him run around the living room a bit more now and give him some extra attention. *sigh* good bye little Wiggles :( Current Mood:  sad | | Tuesday, August 12th, 2003 | | 2:28 pm |
Pony Points
I just clipped my MLP pony points and sent out my order form to get the Dazzle the pony, the friendship bracelet and the video! Woo! What can I say...I waste no time :D It is a good thing I was not interested in the play mat because I only have 2 points left. In Super Walmart this weekend I found the MLP lunchbox. I love the new ponies, but the drawings they do of them are so darn ugly. They look like rainbow colored jelly bean pigs. That is what happens when they have 45-55 year old men drawing little girls toys. :/ So I left the jelly bean pigs...I mean MLP lunchbox on the shelf for someone else. Current Mood: chipper | | Monday, August 11th, 2003 | | 3:11 pm |
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